Nov
15
goodbye
November 15, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
goodbye to you.
i will miss u. but not so much.
i noe uve been there fer me thru my ups and downs this past 2 3 years.
but uve failed to improve.
i cant even ask u to sing, ask u to dance, ask u to act.
what happen to you.
so before i leave you, let me introduce u to my new fren.
its ….
wanjogja.livejournal.com
gd bye friendsterblogs =p
Nov
2
November 2, 2008 | | 8 Comments
cite2 sebelom ns
- doa ari2 ns dapat police
- nak cari keje lagi 1 + keje skarang.
- nak abiskan installment motor
- tanak tinggalkan solat 5 waktu sehari
- nak jumpe tamara blenzinski
- nak class 2a,2,3
- nak badan van damme dalam movie bloodsport
- nak redsunset masuk anugerah band
- bukitkan duit
- lupekan mereka
- tumbuk muker dia
- gi batam, KL, bangkok
- spent quality time ngan loved ones, family sedare, GJ,
- find her
tis was a post that i wrote back then in march.
and someone asked.. have i achieved. any or all of it, lets see..
all this is the course of life that i have to go through..
there’s nothing more we can do except to pray and hope
i will be enlisted to the army soon. booking in tekong on the 3rd of Dec, so i guess i wont be getting into the police force as ive always wished i’d could unless i sign on as a regular. as fer the source of income, since the day im no more in NP, i admit, its hard to keep a regular job, ive been changin jobs 4 times since i landed on the last one which kept me goin till today, for the past 4 months.. personally i felt that werking is a pain when the job doesnt suits you.. when the job doesnt give u time to do other more important things in life like, prayers. time with family and friends… it needs balance, and to get tat perfect balance.. haha, i have to change jobs 4 times tis past few months till my days i land in tekong. its kinnoff trial&error.moving on,fer the finish my bike installment part, i cheated a bit.i sold my bike off, and got a new one, a better one mainly, fer comfort and style. but still, i did cleared my installments but i got to startoff a new one over the next 3 years yikes. solat.. like i said, when u get the perfect balance, u’ll have the time fer everything. alhamdulilah i did. dont have to brag bout tis cos its between me n Allah =). nak jumper tamara blenzinsky tu memang merepek abis ahh haha takde kene mengene.. class 2a,2,3 hmm, next year kot, insyallah. badan macam jean claude van damme tu belom lagi ah, skarang masih macam tan sri p. ramlee gaknyer hahahaha. redsunset skarang temporory tengah senyap, sumer ns, so insyallah jugak lepas ns kiter akan memekak melalak lagi. eh anugerah band champ sape? lupe ahh=p..duit dalam bank aku dah transfer masok swiss bank, nak trade dgn saudagar minyak arab saudi, jadi dalam posb atm aku takder ahh so im saved from overspending, merekemereke tu dah pon aku lupekan, dah lenyap pon dari hidup aku.. muker dier aku lom tumbuk lagi, pasal aku masih lom terserempak, siap kau dajjal illuminati, ahh… batam and KL soon lepas aku letak jawatan sebelom ns, tapi thailand tak jadi pasal tengah riot sanesini pat situ. yes i did get to spent quality time with all the above mentioned, tanx too raye hahaha..
and last but not least…. jengjengjeng,
=) i’ve found her in surah AR RAHMAN, surah 55 of the holy AL Quran ayat 22 which means this, “There come forth from both of them the pearl and coral-stone.”
and sincerely, after meeting this great gift from ALLAH, the pearl, i’d realli not wish to turn back, or anywhere else. i’d realli not want anyhting else. i’d realli want nuthing more. im so thankful fer what i have now in life, realli greatful. how i wish that this great gift, the pearl, would stay with me thru all thick and thin till i breathe my last breath, i’d really wanna take good care of this pearl, never let it rot in the weather, never let anyone else change it’s colours, so that it’ll shine all it’s life.from the bottom of my heart, let me prove to you dear pearl, what ive promised to prove.
17 oct 2008, sacred
Nov
1
cinta agung cinta abadi
November 1, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
Ya Allah Engkau Tuhanku
Tiada Tuhan melainkan Engkau
Engkau cinta agungku
Nabi Muhammad pesuruhMu
Ya Allah Engkau sumber bahagia
Engkau sumber keselamatan
Ya Allah Engkau sumber keamanan
Engkau adalah segalanya
Ya Allah Engkaulah pelindungku
Engkaulah sumber rezkiku
Di waktu sakit kau sembuhkan
Di waktu lapar kau beri makan
Ya Allah Engkau cinta agungku
Cintaku haraplah dibalas
Ya Allah Engkau cinta agungku
Janganlah cintaku tidak dibalas
Jangan biarkan ku tanpa pimpinan
Pimpinlah aku ke jalan yang benar
Kepada Engkaulah harapanku
Janganlah hampakan perasaanku
Oct
29
October 29, 2008 | | 3 Comments
قد كفاني علم ربي
قَدْ كَفَانِي عِلْمُ رَبِّي
Cukup bagiku pengetahuan Tuhanku
مِنْ سُؤَالِي وَاخْتِيَارِي
Daripada permintaan dan usahaku
فَدُعَـائِي وابْتِهـَالِي
Doa serta permohonanku
شَـاهِدٌ لِي بِافْتِقَارِي
Sebagai bukti pada kefakiranku
فَلِهَذَا السِّرِّ أَدْعُـو
Oleh kerana rahsia itu aku berdoa
فِي يَسَارِيْ وَعَسَارِي
Pada saat aku senang dan susah
أَنَا عَبْدٌ صَارَ فَخْرِي
Aku adalah hamba, menjadi kebanggaanku
ضِمْنَ فَقْرِي وَاضْطِرَارِي
Dalam kefakiran dan keperluanku
يَا إِلَـهِي وَمَلِيْـكِي
Wahai tuhanku yang memiliki aku
أنْتَ تَعْلَمُ كَيْفَ حَالِي
Kau Maha tahu akan keadaanku
وَبِمَا قَدْ حَـلَّ قَلْبِـي
Dan apa yang berada dalam hatiku
مِنْ هُمُوْمٍ وَاشْتِغَالِـي
Dari kesedihan dan kesibukanku
فَتَـدَارَكْنِي بِلُطْفٍ
Maka tolonglah aku dengan kelembutan
مِنْكَ يَا مَوْلَى الْمَوَالِي
Dari-Mu Wahai Tuhan seluruh hamba
يَا كَرِيْمَ الْوًَجْهِ غِثْنِي
Wahai yang Maha Pemurah tolonglah hamba
قَبْلَ أنْ يَفْنَى اصْطِبَارِي
Sebelum lenyap kesabaran hamba
يَا سَرِيْعَ الْغَوْثِ غَوْثًا
Wahai pemberi pertolongan dengan segera
مِنْكَ يُدْرِكْنَا سَرِيْعًا
Berilah kami dengan segera pertolongan-Mu
يَهْزِمُ الْعُسْرَ وَيَأْتِي
Yang dapat menghilangkan kesulitan dan dapat mendatangkan
بِالَّذِي نَرْجُو جَمِيْـعًا
Dengan apa-apa yang kami harapkan semua
يا قَرِيْـبًا يا مُجِيْـبًا
Wahai yang Maha dekat, dan menjawab
يا عَلِيْمًا يا سَمِيْـعًا
Wahai yang Maha mengetahui dan mendengar
قَدْ تَحَقَّقْتُ بِعَجْزِي
Aku mengaku akan kelemahanku
وخُضُوْعِي وانْكِسَارِي
Dan ketaatan serta kesedihanku
لَمْ أَزَلْ بِالْبَابِ وَاقِفْ
Aku sentiasa menunggu di hadapan pintu rahmat-Mu
فَارْحَمَنْ ربِّي وُقُوْفِي
Wahai Tuhanku berikanlah rahmat padaku
وبِوَادِي الْفَضْلِ عَاكِفْ
Pada lembah kurnia-Mu aku berada
فَأَدِمْ ربِّي عُكُـوْفِي
Wahai Tuhanku tetapkanlah keberadaanku disana
ولِحُسْنِ الظَّنِّ لاَزِم
Aku sentiasa mempunyai prasangka baik
فَهُوَ خِلِّي وحَلِيْفِي
Ia (prasangka baik) adalah teman dan kawanku
وأَنِيْسِي وجَلِيْسِي
Juga penyenang bagiku dan yang setia bersamaku
طُوْلَ لَيْلِي ونَهَارِي
Sepanjang malam dan siangku
حَاجَةً فِي النَّفْسِ يَا ربّ
Wahai Tuhanku, dalam jiwa ini terdapat hajat
فَاقْضِهَا يا خَيْرَ قَاضِي
Tunaikanlah Wahai yang Maha Menunaikan
وأَرِحْ سِرِّي وقَلْبِي
Tenteramkanlah rahsia dan hatiku
مِنْ لَظاَهَا والشُّوَاظِ
Dari kebimbangan dan pergolakannya
فَالْهَنَا والْبَسْطُ حَالِي
Sungguh aku akan berada dalam ketenteraman dan ketenangan
وشِعَارِي ودِثَارِي
Oct
12
bonjozas and simply the acoustic
October 12, 2008 | Tagged Add new tag, http://linaminami.blogspot.com/2008/04/bonjoza-acoustic, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgGCIDMkiGs | 2 Comments
oh my. thank God.
ive already met them, and saw them perform live. an acoustic 5 piece band from Malaysia. performin @ Danga Bay Beach Club. compliments to Lina and the world wide web haha… from the videos you posted on youtube, i stumbled upon yr blog. thanks fer answering my queries. this bunch of guys is just wat i needed all this while. tranquility by the sea, good food, hot chics around haha.. went wit my fellow bros wan, mil and azz. and im so honored, they played my request of ‘mengapa perpisahan yang kau pinta’ an original from flybaits. sadly tis is not a blogspot account blog where youtube vidz can be posted. so ill just leave u my readers (cheh ade ke readers) wit this sweet lyrics of the song.
Flybaits - Mengapa Perpisahan Yang Kau Pinta
Intro
Dm/Bb/Dm/Bb
Dm C
seketika itu sepi mencuit hati
F Bb
hanya suara hujan seakan menyanyi
Gm
mendendangkan lagu syahdu
A
ketika ku terpegun
Dm
merenung jauh gambar mu sayangku
Dm C
terkilan rasa bila kata kata mu
F Bb
kau ucapkan pada ku membuat ku terpaku
Gm A
bersama-sama surat mu setelah kubaca kini
Dm D
seolah ku berada dalam mimpi
c/o
Gm
titisan demi titisan
C F
air mata ku jatuh berlinangan
Bb Gm
ku genggam gambar mu dalam pelukan mesra
A Dm D
tak mungkin dapat ku melupakan mu sayang
Gm A
di dalam dunia ini tak mungkin
Dm C Bb
dapat ku cari pengganti diri mu
Gm Bb A
oh..mengapa perpisahan yang kau pinta
Dm/Bb Dm/Bbdari ku…….dari ku
Sep
22
September 22, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
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Sep
22
long VS worthwhile
September 22, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
u noe. its kind of disheartening when u have spent a long time knowing someone, established a relationship or friendship and u have to be seperated in your later part of life.. maybe it’s fate, or maybe it’s caused by the change of hearts. but perhaps memories never will vanish.
on the contrary, friendship or a relationship that is based on a real true purpose will fo sure last. although, its not like spending long hours, even years getting to noe the people involved, u noe the unseen bond.. its there, standing strong in heart. u may not see these people in your everyday lives, bt when they are not around, u’ll miss them, and wanting to meet them very soon even though time may not permit u to have long hours of meet due to your tight schedule,
i have all the respect in heart for my friends. the ones i mit often. the one that i meet once in a while, the ones at werk. the one staying far away in another country. the ones that i bumped into less often. the ones that ive not seen fer ages. the ones that i onli meet once in a year. even the ones that ive met ages ago, and im only getting to noe u now. every friend is special.=)
these ramadhan is a blessing, as always. (although there’s no hikmah series which means no tamara blenzinsky on tv this time around) and i miss my friends whoevr u are
wanjogja
Aug
21
syukur 21
August 21, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
hari demi hari, detik demi detik. saat berganti.
malam mengganti siang, waktu berputaran,
namun aku masih disini. setelah engkau menghidupkan apa yang engkau mematikan dan sebaliknya.
kini, aku dapat merasai nikmat hidup di muka bumimu selama 21 tahun, ya Rab.
semakin hari, semakin banyak aku pelajari. semakin luas semakin mendalam harus aku selami. aku bersyukur ya Rab, engkau masih memanjangkan hayatku. dapatlah aku mengenali insan-insan lain yang aku hargai, insan yang amat aku sayangi dan sanjungi. merekalah keluarga, saudara dan sahabat. dapatlah aku memperbaiki kekuranganku. dapatlah aku meningkatkan amal ibadahku. dapat lah aku kurangkan dosa-dosa yang membebaniku. dapatlah aku tingkatkan ilmu pengetahuanku, duniawi dan ukhrawi.
aku hanya ingin petunjukmu, bimbinglah aku, ke jalan yang engkau redhai, hingga ke akhir hayatku, jangan sesekali aku terpesong ajaranmu, ya Rab.
Aug
21
August 21, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
Gerangan apa seorang sahabat,
Jika kau mencarinya untuk membunuh waktumu.
Carilah dia untuk menghidupkan sang waktu
Kerana dia bisa mengisi kekurangan,
bukan kekosonganmu.
wanjogja
Aug
11
sebelas ogos
August 11, 2008 | | Leave a Comment
im happy again.
back from KL.
happy bdea dad.
inai di jari s.jibeng lotsa memories from mus&sara’s wedding
malysian wedding so happening
the gotong royong, the jirans, the family, the chichs, the marhaban, the hadra, the qasidah, the kompang.
yeah the shopping,
RIzal and me.. woo so sweet haha jus the 2 of us
oh yeah it was ns medical tis afternoon.
damn its gonna be a hard one later ns but i bet. im gonna be brock lesnar haha.
soon real soon.
off to jakarta on wed, pray fer me, ill be the best cameramen i can be insyallah
